Breastfeeding Mom Of 4 Year Old Triplets Opens Up
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Photo credit- Kylie Purtell
I discovered Davina Wright, when she posted this Time Cover, and I had to know more ! Davina Wright, is a mom to triplets, Willow, Connor, & Summer. First of all, hats off to this mama for choosing to breastfeed, not just one kid , but three, at the same time! Her triplets are now four years old and she is "still" breastfeeding. I wanted Davina, to answer some questions and share her journey, to dispel some of the myths about breastfeeding to natural term, and breastfeeding multiples, and also give people a little insight inside her world.
Davina Shares,
I always knew I was going to breastfeed. When I found out it was triplets, my hopes for a home birth, and working up until I gave birth all went out the window, so I hung onto the thought that I would breastfeed for sure...I didn't know how, but I was damn sure not going to lose that too!
I was terrified when I found out it was triplets, (background-I have two older kids, now aged 24 and 22, their dad, my first husband, died 10 years ago and then I met my present husband who had never had kids and wanted one...they all egged me on, saying 'Mum you should so have another baby it would be so cool!' So I was nervous, but excited about A baby...ending up with 3 at 40 years old was not on the plan!) I didn't know if we could afford it, if I would have the energy, how high risk the pregnancy would be, would all the babies survive? It was a stressful pregnancy, but the thought of breastfeeding was more of a calming factor, something I knew would only help them, when there would be so many other things I couldn't do, like wear them all in slings, breastfeeding was something I knew I could provide.
After about 9 months they started becoming aware of the concept that someone had to wait for booby and the competition became fierce, I tried all sorts of things to keep the third one happy, without much luck, until about 2 years ago I tried nursing only one at a time, and the realization that someone else had to wait as well seemed to make it not so bad. They were never on a schedule, I went against 'standard' triplet advice which was to get them on a strict schedule (that seemed to me to apply mainly to formula fed triplets and I knew about supply and demand for breastfeeding so knew not to clock watch), so actually it was rare when they were tiny babies that I would have all three crying for a feed. One baby liked to sleep 4-5 hours, one did 5-6 hours, and one woke every 1-3 hours, so I let them sleep if they slept (who wouldn't????) and fed them when they woke. When it was bedtime I would take one at a time and nurse them to sleep. So the tandem thing, although I did do it, wasn't really done often in the early days.
These days the feeds are first thing in the morning, which is two at a time, then one swaps out...and a feed to sleep, which is one at a time, given they are all in their own beds. Sometimes they get boobie if they are really upset or hurt themselves more than just a bump, in which case that is also one at a time.
I have never worried about my supply. I have never taken any supplements to boost supply. If the babies seemed fussy or were going through a growth spurt I simply put them on the breast. I know that breasts are never truly empty so they were always getting something, plus there is the comfort factor. I was very lucky to not have other toddlers to run round after, or paid work outside the home to go to, so I was able to simply take on breastfeeding as a full time job, which it pretty much was for at least 6 months. I saw nursing as an opportunity to put my feet up and thus get extra rest. I didn't worry about my weight or food intake for a full year. I made sure to drink plenty of water. And the most important thing I think, was a belief in myself, and my body's ability.
My husband, never having had kids, trusted me to know what I was doing, and supported me all the way. In some ways, I think being a childless bachelor for 45 years meant that he was never exposed to breastfeeding, so what he sees me do is the norm. I have been extremely lucky to actually not have any problems (aside from having three babies!). I have had no thrush, no mastitis, no clogged ducts, no tongue ties/lip ties, no supply problems, good feeders, none of the endless stream of issues that can and do come up for so many mothers. So in a way, it has probably looked really easy to him! Even now he is very supportive. I have become a LLL leader which he thinks is awesome, and that pic that I just put out there he is very proud of.
What I did struggle with was, huge sleep deprivation, the feelings of guilt when babies are crying that you can't get to them because you are feeding/changing someone else. Just triplets in general, is a huge struggle, but as I say I was very lucky to not have any breastfeeding issues at all.
At four years old, and actually since about 1, these guys are ravenous for solid food! Today (like most days) they have eaten toast, cereal, (with cows milk!), grapes, bananas, apples, strawberries, crackers, macaroni cheese, ham sandwiches, and an ice cream as a treat. Plus they have water bottles on hand all the time and drink plenty of that.
At the moment they nurse definitely twice a day, sometimes 3-4. They all sleep through the night, although in times of sickness, or a nightmare, or a lost teddy out of bed, they may want boobie to go back to sleep. I didn't sleep train them, and so the first one slept 10-12 hours solid at around 1 year old, the second one at 18 months, and the last one finally slept through 1 week shy of turning 2 years old. (That was the one who liked to nurse every 1-3 hours, and he did that timing all the way through the 2 years until one night out of the blue he slept for 12 hours, and has done ever since!)
They will start pre-school next year, and school in November next year. No I don't worry about them wanting to nurse when I'm not there. More than likely they won't be nursing by the time they start school, but if they are, feeds will probably only be a nursing to sleep at night thing. I think kids are very adaptable, maybe the first time they fall over and cry for booby they might get upset that I'm not there, but it won't take them long to adjust.
I discovered an attachment parenting Facebook page when the babies were about 3-4 months old, that is where I learned about the importance of self-weaning. My first two self-weaned at around 13-14 months and I remember being devastated. I don't know where I got the idea from, but I wanted to nurse for at least a couple of years. When I got pregnant with the triplets I remember setting the goal of 2 years with them, but to see how it went after that. As I learned more about attachment parenting and child-led weaning I realized I wanted to do that, it seemed like the kindest way for the child...especially when by this stage, nursing is more about comfort and an emotional attachment than it is about nutrition. I didn't understand why I would offer them this bond only to rip it away when it suited me. We have had a bit of a rollercoaster since they were born in New Zealand, moving to Hong Kong at 18 months, moving to Australia just a couple of months ago...so for our family, their one constant has been mummy and boobie. I notice every time we move they become a little extra clingy for a while and the connection we have through nursing seems to help them adjust. All that moving is not the norm for most families, and it's not my main reason for still feeding, but breastfeeding has certainly proven it's worth at those times!
Teething never bothered me and I have rarely been bitten. I did however, go through a phase of being pinched! One of them liked to pinch me really hard on the arm as he nursed to sleep, so bad it left bruises, but I couldn't stop him or it would wake him up and scare him, (quite the opposite result I was going for!) so I just rolled with it until he stopped after probably 3-4 months.
I have heard people say when they can ask for boob they shouldn't breastfeed. Well funny enough, mine had no actual speech until after 2 1/2 years, so they didn't verbally ask for it until about 3 years old...So even if I did believe that, I would've nursed for 3 years! If other people believe that is a good cut off point, then that is fine, I have no problem with other people's beliefs. I actually don't understand why 'verbalization' or 'the ability to drink from a cup' means that a child shouldn't be breastfed, and as it makes no real sense to me, I can't follow it as a parenting ideal. I like facts, I like research, I like things that make sense, and I just can't see any factual reasoning behind 'cup drinking means breastfeeding is no longer beneficial/needed/necessary.
To the people who say I shouldn't breastfeed at this age because they may remember it, I hope they DO remember it, because I know that what they will remember a bond with mummy, a time of quiet snuggling in my lap, of falling asleep in the most contented way, of a place they went to for comfort when they were feeling hurt or turmoil, they will remember the thing that made everything better for them. And even though my big girls don't actually remember the breastfeeding, I know that they see what I do now with their siblings as a wonderful thing, they are proud of me because they have been raised by a strong, loving badass breastfeeder. These kids will grow up just the same...how could they possibly be repulsed or embarrassed or ashamed by the thought of breastfeeding when they are being raised with the knowledge that this is normal and wonderful.
I stopped breastfeeding in public around the age of two, for a couple of reasons....number one, we were living in Hong Kong at the time, and I didn't know how they culturally felt about public breastfeeding or breastfeeding to natural term...number two, we were a circus wherever we went, people photographing us, looking at us, trying to touch them, so trying to breastfeed (which included at least one of them being very vocally upset that they were missing out!), made us even more visible. There was no way to discreetly breastfeed 2 year old triplets in Hong Kong! But just the other day we were at the hospital and one of them fell over and banged their head and I said yes to boobie, so if the situation seems to warrant it, I do still occasionally do it. But it will always be one at a time, I personally don't feel comfortable tandem feeding in public, it's very difficult to be discreet! (I never used a cover, but pull up my top, rather than pull down, and the child sits in my lap covering any stomach that is showing, tandem feeding require a pulling up of the whole top and each child sits to the side which shows all the tummy and most of the boobies!) No I have never had anyone say anything negative to me, most people are probably thinking 'she has triplets, she could probably kick my ass!' Just kidding! But no, not in 4 years have I had anyone say anything.
If I could give advice to a new breastfeeding mom, I would say, "This is your journey, with your baby, and you should feel happy and guilt-free to do whatever works for you. None of it is 'wrong' as it is your journey...personal to you. No-one can tell you what is right for you. Surround yourself with support, do your research, listen to your inner voice, and all will be well. You can do whatever you set your mind to. Believe in yourself, trust in your baby."
Delta Airlines/TSA- Bullies Breastfeeding Mom About Flying With Her Pumped Milk
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Flying is already hectic enough, but flying as a new breastfeeding mom can be pretty stressful. So that is why Vanessa Urango, Mom to a four month old baby & Three year old, called ahead of time to get information on how she would be able to fly with her pumped milk. She was told by a customer service rep to pack it with dry ice and check it at baggage claim.. Easy enough , right?
"Dear Delta,
I am a mother to a four month and a three year old daughter. I spent the last eighteen days away from my children and husband for work. During this time, I had to pump at least four times per day to maintain a breast milk supply for my infant daughter and kept this supply in a freezer. One week before my scheduled departure, I contacted your customer service department via phone to find out how to transport the frozen breast milk home to my infant. I was told to pack it with dry ice in a cooler and check it at baggage claim. The dry ice content had to be under 5.5 lbs and the outside of the container had to be labeled. Because of this, I made a special trip to a local Target ($25 round trip Uber ride) to purchase a cooler and packing tape/markers to label the cooler. On the day of my departure (today) I woke up at 5:30 am to go to a dry ice vendor ($35 round trip Uber). I packed it all up and waited until I arrived at the airport to tape it up and label it, just in case it needed to be opened and to verify how it should be labeled. When I showed up to your ticket counter at EWR, the ticketing agent told me that I would have to pay $150 to check the $25 cooler because I already checked two other bags. In addition to this, he had no idea how to handle my cooler with dry ice. In fact, he acted irritated by it, and got two other agents involved. To say they were rude and completely lacking empathy is an understatement. Long story short, they told me I could not take the breast milk on the plane because they couldn't weigh the dry ice (just curious how they would ever weigh dry ice??) and because I didn't have the proper sticker on it to show it contained dry ice. I asked them where I could find such a sticker, and they just shrugged with complete apathy. I explained that I brought tape and markers specifically for this; I just needed to know how to label it. They had no response. I had no choice but to dispose of the cooler and it's contents, to which they told me I couldn't dispose of it in the airport because of the dry ice. They, of course, offered no suggestions and just left me standing helpless with a cooler full of frozen breast milk and dry ice. Luckily, some very kind and compassionate airport police officers came to my rescue. I cried to them out of complete exhaustion, frustration, and anger, and they helped me figure out a solution which involved tossing the dry ice into a bathroom trash can and taking the cooler with only frozen breast milk as a carry on.
Hello From The Mother Side Adele Parody
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An emotional yet hilarious take on Motherhood, "Hello FromThe MotherSide" Parody to Adele's , "Hello" and let me tell you this mama can sing!
It's Okay To Not Love Every Second Of Breastfeeding
/By: Kristy Kemp
Obviously breastfeeding is wonderful, amazing, nutritional, and can be a beautiful experience at times, but lets face it, it's not always rainbows and butterflies. It's important that moms feel comfortable about opening up, about their not so fun experiences with breastfeeding.
Mamas need to know that it's okay to not love everything and everyday of their breastfeeding journey. They need to know that struggling with breastfeeding and not loving every second doesn't mean they are, "broken" or doing it wrong.
It's okay to not love being trapped at home because you're the only one that can feed baby. It's okay to cringe sometimes as soon as baby latches because your nipples feel like the burning ring of fire. It's okay to not love that your whole wardrobe consists of milk stained, stretched out shirts. It's okay that you got absolutely nothing accomplished that day because baby needed to be attached to your boob all day long. It's okay to wanna be done with breastfeeding, even though your baby will not even fathom the thought. It's okay to want your boobs back to yourself.
Some moms feel a strong bond through breastfeeding and some don't feel connected at all. The important thing I try to make breastfeeding moms understand is, no one breastfeeding journey will be the same as another. We all feel differently and face a different set of struggles. Some moms are fortunate enough to not face any struggles, but breastfeeding isn't a competition and it's important to keep that in mind. There is no one way or right way to breastfeed. So the fact that mom in your mommy group, is always boasting about how easy , fun, and happy breastfeeding is for her, don't feel like you failed or you're doing something wrong because you feel the opposite that day.
One big part of breastfeeding that many moms struggle with is breastfeeding in public. With all the breastfeeding discrimination happening, mean comments, dirty looks, it can start to take it's toll on a person. Although, many moms couldn't care less about any confrontation that may come their way and they dare someone, anyone to say something to them, not all breastfeeding mamas feel that way, and that , is also , okay! Some moms have more confidence than others and that doesn't mean they are "better" breastfeeders because of it.
It's okay to dread pumping every few hours. It's okay if you pumped an hour straight, but you only managed to get out a few ounces. It's okay to be jealous of the mom who pumps an eight ounce bottle of milk, that took her a whole 20 minutes to pump out. It's okay that you felt like you wanted to die after accidentally spilling that few ounces of milk, that took every ounce of your sanity to pump out. It's okay to be frustrated when you spent so much time pumping that milk that your baby refuses to drink from a bottle. It's okay to feel like you wanna give up because it seems like the solution at the time.
All I can say, is some days won't all be rainbows and butterflies and that's okay! That is when you make small goals. Day by day , hour by hour, minute by minute. It's okay to push yourself just a little bit harder because that's what you do as a mom. It's okay to feel overwhelmed and frustrated that you feel like you have to push yourself because you're a mom. It's okay to know your limits and call it quits because you're tired of being in pain and miserable. It's not okay to base your worth as a mom on how you feed your baby. It's not okay to judge another mom for how she feeds her baby. Breastfeeding isn't all or nothing , so take pride in the fact, that every drop of breastmilk you gave or are giving is a gift. If you're struggling, it's okay to talk about it because you're not alone and sometimes all you need to hear is that it's okay to not love every second of breastfeeding...
Open Letter To The "Friend" Who Keeps Reporting My Breastfeeding Picture.
/By: Samantha Angelina
Photo credit- Memories Digital Imaging
Maybe I should share my story, for those of you that may not understand how important nursing my child is to me.
